Regret

Been thinking about writing about regret for a long time... From way back when I had just been introduced to Japanese drama by a friend.

The first drama series I watched was Proposal Daisakusen. The main actor, Ken, is attending the wedding of his best friend, when he is overcome with regret that he is not the one she is marrying, even though he had been by her side all this while since their school days. A fairy appears, sensing his disappointment, and gives him a chance to return to the past, that he may express his love for her.

Since then, I've been thinking about whether I would one day look back at my life and experience the same regret. I think about death, not in the morbid way, but in terms of what I want to remember at the end of my life. And somehow I feel like what I'm doing now isn't everything that I want my life to be about. But I can't figure what it is that I want to do in life.

I think i'm experiencing a quarter-life crisis.